Dare to Dream

Anyone know how do I apply for multiple entry visa? (Krik krik krik krik, cricket sound). Well thank you very much for your answer ladies and gents. Obviously I've seen stats saying that this blog has visitors from US, Korea and Malaysia. I really hope they find something here in this crappy blog. Anyway, I cant wait for my solo vacation this January , my gay vacation in July and my ultimate visit this November :O !! Its time to make things real because I've been living in a dream :)

Travelling is always and always be my favorite thing! Im embracing my work life balance, hoooray ! One thing that inspire me "dare to dream". Never stop dreaming because most of your good plan can come from dreaming.

Happy Holiday Peeps

Hello sluggish Saturday, I've got nothing much to brag. I'm pretty much stoked and in absolute holiday mood. Yeah after i stupidly deleted a whole essay of what im suppose to post. I'm rewriting the whole sentences which i dun even remember what was it. Such a damn copy paste thingy. I hope everyone been enjoying their weekend too :) my schedule is revolving around being on bed, watching old movies and trolling on the fridge. I am this dope :O who cares hahaha! I dun have to impress the whole world and ended up not being me. Frankly, the world still moving even if im me :D my personality will kills dozen of dolphin :) or even making a flying birds stop flapping their wings and die. Such a horrific metaphores!! Well thats make life like my life. Nahh no time to pleased the unnecessary. If you like me then you are if you dont, its a free country and free world. I wont kill you for stealing my oxygen and space in this land. I certainly know how to live and I dont depend on no one. God give me 2 feet to stand so I'm using it to the fullest :)

Just one thing I notice in this society. They always wish for the best person to be around them. No offense, a friend would like a decent friend, a girl trolling for a nice guy and a guy expecting a good girl (you noe what u want, no time to explain,lol). These bunch of peeps often expect persons around them to be exactly like they wish. Wohooo if u do it on me, you definitely in a wrong house. I will change for good (god will) but I wont change for anybody. I will change because I want to and I'll make sure I embrace it. Change is not a one night thing its a process. Even we take a year to learn ABC ;)

Alright enough on change, next week is a festive celebration. Happy holiday everyone :) love this virtual world xx

Question Part i

Do you have diary?
I have diary yes I do and the story in there is different from here. In there you could find the darkest side of me and the weakest point of me. Everything that you could ever wish you see in me most probably in there.

Why do you love writing diary?
Some stuff you cant just utter out. You cant even spell it right with your tongue thus i feel better with the ink on papers. Some stories that you cant spill to anyone, just you and yourself need to know.

Name a song that can describe you?
I would say "I'm like a bird" bu Nelly Furtado. I always confuse, easily confuse and keep on confuse. Well i think thats describe me the best.

As a girl what do you believe in?
I always believe in not to be needy and always be independant because life is so uncertain or anything and everything. I need to have the guts to live on my both feet. As a girl I think I shud stop yacking too ;D

Whats the worst thing you could ever imagine?
World ends at 21 Dec because I still have lotsa things to acheive and I dont wanna waste any minutes. Time starts from now now now. The worst thing i could ever imagine is misunderstanding. I hate it in whatever way it is. Misunderstanding always leads to dissapointment and regrets.

Whats the best thing you could ever imagine?
Most probably my travel plans. I love vacations and tht is the best thing i could imagine. Even if it takes alone cruising it i will love it :) other best thing that i could ever imagine is i own an ice cream house :)

Travel

I never said things that I dont have confidence in and I wont preach something that I know I'm never be able to do it right. Hello everyone, so much for a kickstart. Anonymous and virtual passer by. I hope nobody get bored over my boring decipher that i eventually construe in this blog.

Well then, if I were to comment about life I must say I had the awesome weekend ever with my girls. It was the wildest and craziest things ever! Have I ever not telling anyone that I love travelling, i love travelling so much. I love going to different places and I hate to stick at one place for so long. I never hated my country if you're wondering. My heart is still here and I still live the partial part of harmony that I can never find in other land.

I just feel that travelling make me independant! Actually definition of travelling in me doesnt always manifest places to places. It could be work or goals. Always aim for something more because you will work as hard as ever to achieve it. Travel from one challenges to anoyher challenges. It teaches alot of thing. Conclusion is, i love travelling!

Travel

I never said things that I dont have confidence in and I wont preach something that I know I'm never be able to do it right. Hello everyone, so much for a kickstart. Anonymous and virtual passer by. I hope nobody get bored over my boring decipher that i eventually construe in this blog.

Well then, if I were to comment about life I must say I had the awesome weekend ever with my girls. It was the wildest and craziest things ever! Have I ever not telling anyone that I love travelling, i love travelling so much. I love going to different places and I hate to stick at one place for so long. I never hated my country if you're wondering. My heart is still here and I still live the partial part of harmony that I can never find in other land.

I just feel that travelling make me independant! Actually definition of travelling in me doesnt always manifest places to places. It could be work or goals. Always aim for something more because you will work as hard as ever to achieve it. Travel from one challenges to anoyher challenges. It teaches alot of thing. Conclusion is, i love travelling!

Primadonna Sunday

Sunday is almost over and here come the day that we fear most. The day that is believe to bring up upon gloomy days and bad omen. Please welcome Monday (still on the que). Anyway, my weekend was horribly awesome with sleeping and eating durians. I seemed to be in a mood of eating. Just cant understand why I didnt grow fat just yet. Some says the day will come but frankly i dun wanna be that beefy with fats. Just not this skinny please :(

Forget bout those crap bout physical lemme share my top 10 in my playlist this week!

1. Primadonna - Marina & The Diamonds
2. Daylight - Maroon 5
3. Summertime - My Chemical Romance
4. Nobody Compares - One Direction
5. Lego House - Ed Sheeran
6. All I Want - Pitbull ft Nayer The Wanted
7. Bulletproof Heart- My Chemical Romance
8. Your Best Friend- Mai Kuraki
9. Everything Has Changed- Taylor Swift ft Ed Sheeran
10. Home - Micheal Buble

Cheers xx

Angel Perhaps In Next Life

The bigger you got the complex life you have. Simple is no longer applicable. You cant construe life without a little bleed on your feet. People were questioning me, why do i love spending so much time alone. I dont feel sucks, but i feel independant instead! I can do things on my own and i can stand on both feet on stormy days. I've been doing it for almost each days of my life. However, i must admit my friends that sticks around me are the one who prescribed me with happiness. Especially my gay girls, with them I forgot every reason that i have to weep or scream to the world my anger. I have never wished for things beyond what I get because I think I have a complete life. Maybe there are some untold stories that poke holes within me but I didnt care and I dont wanna care. I have friends that makes me happy and i know i can look for my own serenity and cheers when im around them. For the past 10 years till present, i may have changed alot, some people in my past may have never knew me anymore. I am what I am today, i will never let myself destroy my own life by doing uncertain things. When im good im good and i will never pretend that im an angel. Because im certainly not :D have a great weekend anonymous!

Bachelor Life Part A

Hi, its been awhile, been sick and busy. I must say im pretty occupied for the past few weeks. Of course life get harder each day. Though sometimes i feel like giving up then i realize i have nothing to give up. I dont even know what i want in this life seems like i gotta plan but it doesnt seem like a plan. Welcome to my life :D

A moment ago i was tired, drained out and feeling sick. Now i just dont feel anything accept this mode swing for the hormonal density changes. Who cares anyway..i've already got the lemon ! Well i must admit over this complexity of being a girl i just wanna be myself. I have alot of vices and thts why boys hate me and girls backfire me. Like i always envisage, i just wanna live in a small cottage next to the seaside. And i will try my best not to live in expectations. Because expectations are diverse, it can come in good shape or either way. (i prefer none)

Weekend is coming soon! Next week gonna be my rest days so i dont expect myself being in a hunt.

Quick Recovery

Hey saturday, today was super worn out day. I was really sick and swear to god I blame that specific group of people making me work beyond my ability of standing up that long. Im home this weekend, spent most of my last 8 hours in bed waiting for this fever to resides. With additional backpain and my head really hurts like hell. I need honey lemon because my tonsil is creating a chaos. Even yawning hurts like shit. I hope this wont prolong till monday. May I regain my strength to do this. Quick recovery is much needed!

Spared Stories

Hi peeps, to the world of anonymous raise you glass and cheers with me. Happy Friday !!

I might sound really nuts, if that what it takes to be happy, I’m certainly willing to be it the hard way or be it the simplest way. Indeed words sounds not that laborious when its utter but the challenges came right after action take place. I believe, life is a process, somehow rather we will be seeing the same route again. Opportunity is a different story but what matter most is “this is what you want?”

Call me a chicken or scoundrel, I may have to I admit some part of life is very intimidating. I could go beyond personal but there are boundaries and I am still behind the line. We live shrouded by truth, lies, facts and scams which eventually blend into the life we yet to know whether we deserve a tomorrow. One thing I know about doing it right (living the world) be genuine to yourself. Don’t ever lower your guard for something uncertain because it’s the most horrific episodes that you will swear you never live your life at some portion. I seek happiness in the world, I be true to myself, that’s make life like my life.

People might think I’m an overwhelming prick who scream over minor incidents, yes I do. I complain a lot I yack a lot I crap a lot but doesn’t mean I lowered my guard that much and the whole world know what I’m doing. There are things we keep for ourselves, people like me(or if there any other kind like me outthere) we just born this way. I still spare some of my stories just for myself which I feel better remain in such. It’s not the thing I can proclaim publically.

Again, happy Friday and empty your glass!

December Flakes

Hey hey hey! Here's another one if you dont mind ;D


Dawn breaking the nocturnal
Here come sweet morning dews
Smiling daisies
Silence, awaiting for moments to speak
Another lovebirds, flew across
Passing the mirth
straight down to this chest
craving for memories
short but worth a life
Behind this window pane
Stood a long wide field and beyond
Tidal waves blow
wailing the rythm so loud
with regards across ocean
hence melts the snow flakes in December
New that seasons had me fallin love
To compelling warmth
Should I never learn to resist

Well guess thats all for today! Bon nuit :) xx

Tranquilized

This is one of the poem written earlier March this year. Sorry if it wasn't that good my english still sucks,

Silence tangled words
compelled by sweet rhapsody
Lust crawls underneath
wisdom intoxicated
left nor right never provident
Inside fiercely shaken unveiling tempted sparks
Who, dare to speak passions
Strange seems ordinary
Promises hovering like dove in Spring
thus grow endless reverie
Every touch tranquilize soul
Not one as now both
Whispers of honesty
Spreading taste of love

Hope this sounds good xx

I Like You

Anyway, I've been reading this book, have no idea I get myself stuck with Little Black Dress book just checking I guess but I could not believe how I easily get influenced by those. I mean yes yeah, feeling is not something easy. I admit that, being alone is sometimes better but you cant fight your nature. You will eventually fall for someone.Wait this is not the purpose o this blog. This blog is supose to talk bout cheerful thing not about complex dramatic romance novel (LOL).

Before I bring myself into the deep abyss of words, just wanna wish happy eid mubarak to all Muslims and everyone who enjoy the festive holiday :) its time to grow some calories (according to my buddy). Frankly I've been eating more than 6 times in a day :O im certainly still feel hungry. Well, lets talk about other stuff, I'm making myself likka hungry ghost. Oh yeah, I came across this song called "Little Things" by Ryan Beatty :) I must say its a super nice song and very catchy tones. Likka beachy kind of music. Sortta like Mraz and lil of Ed Sheeran...afterall I've been replaying the song super alot.

Actually my purpose is to upload poems, have i told u guys i love writing poems. Sounds like its not me right but really i like those kind of things. Indirectly telling people something of course nobody gets it. But my poem isnt about anybody i just love to imagine stuff and write it out :) Okay gotta go grab some rendang! till then xx

Thou Art

Thou art the one
Juliet shall rocked
on the cradle she was born
when love was meant for lovers
where rivers are crouching lust
blends with mirth
crippled by truth
Thus pain a teacher
for bled with no cut
Looking at those hands
with thorny roses
Fatal death shall follow
Embrace the contagious feels
Consternation and certain
neither one preach real
Thou art the one
whom she says invite sleepless sou

Cupid Cries

This chest was torn
by the love soldiers
Cupid cries in the dark vital bless
never beautiful no more
Whom I shall pledge this running blood
when I had lost all my rights
The pretty sights of me
he who never see it again
i'm better ugly
This chest was torn
Amiss feels fly across ,along I utter broken charms
a wrong wishes, gifts from Evangeline
the screaming beggars have to stay hungry again
this time love can’t feed you warmth and points of honors
this time rain, no shelter follow my footprints
this chest was torn
his hatred on me was declared, did he?
as bottle up whim strive to let him know
million of fireflies dance like marionettes
telling sorrows
sorry hearts, ardent flame is shut
sorry divine ambience, he doesn’t love me anymore

A. 2010, 8.46 a.m.3 July

Through Words

Hello sexy saturday.. Well obviously im outta activities tonight. I rather spend time lying on bed and blogging. Whatta useless weekend but actually it wasnt useless afterall. I read my ebooks :) and cant help but not to stop reading. I am socially awkward i must say. Despite of my likes on things dat against girls law (whoa im a girl not yet a woman) i have this habit of loving my books more than i love my lunch ;P .

Lemme just share with you (dont care whether you dont like what i write because im not on a stand to force you to read my blog). Then again, i'd love to share this magical feelin of reading. I know reading novels symbolizes loneliness for some people (didnt point all). For me its not as boring, I'm into fictions, horror, crime and mystery. Surprisingly, I will appreciate words more than visual stories. I can envisage the setting the way described but at the same time the way i want. For example a baron castle with a estate on the south and big garden carpeting the yard. I build up the images but i can dictate what color it will be how big is actually big. Untill they describe further. In fact its fun, i can get mad, sad and even laughed over something that i created in my head by the words in command. I just love reading it gives me freedom to imagine. I hope you love reading too. I've been reading mystery ebook recently. The first one is Dark Kiss and Vampire Chronicle. Frankly i love Dark Kiss..its like movie Gabriel..awesome as it is :) actually to be honest most of the time my learning is through reading.

Anyway people im gon get hyped up in google plus. No one there but i love posting nonsense crap and complains. Huhu cheers xx

Hunger-ey

This is crazy, have I told you lately :) - Victoria Justice

Hows everyone been doing, its d third day of d week. No hassle yet its just tiring week with all the unnecessary sickness that landed on my body system. I suspected viral crime is happening inside my body fighting with my antibody bandits (I'm cheering from outside hoping my awesome bandits win). Surprisingly I have lotsa stuff to drivel ! This week gon be my hunger week ever, for some reason I ate like mountain of rice, munching some snacks during working hour which I consider as abnormal. I mean me eat that much this must be because of the monthly hormonal cycle (screw you). In fact, now I feel like chewing something. It seems that my tummy is bottomless. Anyway I know this will extend to the entire week. Until that stupid imbalance hormones back to normal and I will forget how to feel hungry either :D

Has anyone listened to "I knew you're trouble" yet, been downloading but havent yet to put it in both ears..anyway gotta go chio! xx

Responsible

I decided to waste my 30 minutes brainstorming for my post (during working hour, for god sake). Surprisingly, I on this bet (my own bet with myself), which I dunno where it leads me. Anyway, I finishes all my stuff and today shud be another task coming around but I just wanna spend some time over this crappy writing. Well good news is I moved out to a new condo and there will be no more eye bag like a distorted panda. The view from my house quite awesome but sure makes me shiver of the height plus its always breezy at our level. However, I admit I miss my home (I'm independent but its just maybe I used to it). Okay I'm not talking bout how melancholic it is!

My topic today is "Responsibility". Obviously have u ever stare at anybody like you feel your eyeball gon turn 360 degree just to see whats gon happen next. Actually I rarely do that but of course I think people did me. I'm havin this personal tradition of goin out alone and frankly its fun. I love hanging out with my girls but when they're not around I prefer to go by myself which convenient in a way. (How i miss those good old days). Yesterday I went hangin out alone at the mall buying loads of stuff which impossible for one person to carry. Anyway i went for dinner in a fast food restaurant and of course sitting there enjoying my meals with eyeballs around me looking as if I was an alien from Jupiter (get a life). Sometimes its just weird how people care so much bout others business. I bet they thought I'm with somebody else. Too bad I finished my meals and walk away. Another thing that i dont understand about Malaysian, was it so weird to bring my own tray and throw all the trashes? well for me its not because that's how it shud be. You shudn't be leaving all your leftovers on the table in the fast food restaurant. I really can't take it when I saw people clutter the trashes around get up and left. Its not that embarassing to throw ur own trash I mean like cmon~ Honestly, I really hopw Malaysian change to be more respectful in term of that. Those worker practically are not servant, they are servicing yes we paid for it but I just think its humanity that makes a difference. I'll definitely marry a guy who pick up his own tray and throw the trashes seriously. Its not about pride its about being respectful in away that you know you are living in the circle what goes around comes around.

My advise for today, live a respectful life. Being a responsible citizen won't hurt your pride. it shows you're independent, respectful and responsible :) Be one! xx

Fight it

Why do i feel my previous post doesnt make sense. Its like 3 fragmented story which doesn't jive at all :O i must be really desperate to tell everything and end up writing gibs. Well hows everybody been doing today? Frankly i've been indulged in dictionary tired but yes I'm on 3 days challenge which i created myself :D i will need theraphy for my sickening social networking habit. I'm suspending my ownself (like its gonna work).

I really got nothing to do now except typin thru my cell and blogging. Got this weary eyes, runny nose and demonic sore throat. Still not gonna admit im sick. Well I'm not! Because if i were to be carried away with this sickening feeling and heaty body, its not gon bring me anywhere. Solution number one, go out for jogs. Solution number two, eat more fruits and sources of vitamin c. Final solution number 3, watch HIMYM and laugh till my intestine hurts :D (sounds too much isn't it). Well i noe talking to anynymous reader sounds like im ahead of myself..it makes me wanna speak nonsense even more ;P..honestly speaking my body system battery seems like 45% now :( but i will fight it ! We all have a day where we wanna try to deny every ounce of things dat cradle upon us..just give it a try! You will know when you fight it, it will give up and gone :) so just give up fever! Im not gon entertain you :D cheers TGIF xx

Let's go

I may not pretty but I’m pretty dangerous! Well I have a dream, everyone have a dream today I would like to share with you guys one of my favorite beach :) I’ve been wanting to live there, swim, do everything there or perhaps settle down there :P (LOL) This beach that I’m talking about is actually in Cote d’ Azur, France. Round applause to the very bountiful Paloma Beach! I regard it as the most beautiful spot on Cote d’ Azur. Its just perfect, crystal clear water and stunning views :) (who knows I might bumped onto celebrity).

Its one of the place I really wish to go. No luxury expensive vacation seriously, I just need one that can give me peace and serenity. I'd like to be away from a sick city view, restless haze and tremendous traffic. Just me myself and nature.  

 Life has given us choices, whether to spend it wisely or doing dope things. No offense, if you ask me about love, I'm not the right person to do it or to know how to do (complex). However, life dont tell us to stop enjoying every sip of happiness that we could find around. Cheers xx

Wake me up when September ends

Hi peeps, tho i might sound psychotic talking to anonymous in blog but i feel happy about it. You know why because I'm just happy for no reason (for godsake no consternation in sentences). Hopefully everybody doin well so far. I know i know, some may not have good days everyday, but its not an excuse to back up and try again to be better next day (right??). September gon leave soon after midnight an here come October. Actually (honestly, frankly whatever vocab they always use) i dun really like counting months and day unless i have a compelling or fantastic ocassion coming up in near months (reunion, vacation kind of stuff). Counting days just scary enough cuz next year gon have another +1..and im gon hate google plus for this..lol! Still, its not an excuse for me to actually stop enjoying life (young at heart). Just gon go out and live it rather than craning myself and reluctant to try :D thats so not me! As usual October wish (childish way of doung things lol) actually saying it in mature way is "October goals" haha. Alright drop the silly mature vocab things. I just downloaded Live While We're Young :) i felt crazy when i first heard it last week when they officially launch the video. Its Summer kind of like music but i like it anyway. Well I have one big goal this October of not getting angry over bus and strangers. I have no idea why i get so iritated to strangers especially in monorail and those illegal immigrants. So tonight let us embrace the wild of being young and leave all the hassle for a better day called October !!! Cheers xx

Catching Time (Explicit)

Im just about to type and my head spinning like crazy! Was it me or earth seemed to circle so fast that I can't think straight. ROFL. Happy Sunday everyone! Well today I'd like to suggest top 15 song that you may listen to when you down/sad (actually its more like MY LIST) :D . Some people loves to listen to sad song when they in grieve mood. Some may pick happy songs to make it works. For me I listen to both :)
Well then here's the list:

1. Number One- Skye Sweetenham
2. The Show- Lenka
3. Bad Day- Daniel Powter
4. Tattoo- Jordin Spark
5. Stay The Night- James Blunt
6. What Are You Waiting For- My Favorite Highway
7. Perfect Nightmare - Shontelle
8. Goodbye- Christina De Barge
9. More to Life- Stacy Orrico
10. Unintended- Muse
11. Thanks For The Memories- Falloutboy
12. I keep On Forgetting to Forget -Jojo
13. Free to Be Me- Francesca Battistelli
14. That Thing You Do- The Wonder
15. Not Anymore - Le Toya

Sometimes its just strange that how could i choose such songs but actually depend on the bit.
When I'm mad there's another choice of music I'll be clearing my head with. Those will coming out soon. Will share with you how bad when Im furious! :D

Afterall enjoy your weekend! Time is precious you can count on it every second it moves leaving you. Its either you sync yourself with it, ahead of it or left behind. The choice is yours :)

Hipster Past

Saturday night and its the most non productive day I ever had over the decade. My system decided naps, snacks and hangin out with cats. Thats basically, a classic ruined life of non compos mentis person who has no purpose in life. However, it will only be today and I'll make sure I'm not even close to insanity the next day onwards (applicable after 12am). Anyway, tonight im on Sophomore mode, so my song selection are mostly from 2008-2010 songs..(tho it supposed to be my second year songs in uni). Im gon share my top 30 songs that I listen to back then

Akon - Be with you
Timbaland- Morning After Dark
All American Reject - I wanna
Falloutboys- American Suitehearts
Green Day - 21 Gun
Bruno Mars- Grenade
Akon ft Colbie O Donnis- What you got
Metro Station- Shake Shake
We're The Kings- Check Yes Juliet
Auburn- Lalala
BOB ft Hayley William- Airplane
Florida ft Neyo - Be On You
Cheryl Cole- Parachute
Chris Daughtry- Life After You
Miranda Crosgrove- Kissing You
Flypside- When it was good
Colbie Cailat- You got me
Francesca Batistelli- Free to be me
Panic! At The Disco- Ballad of Monalisa
James Blunt- Stay the night
Taylor Swift- Back to December
The Script- For The First Time
Beyonce- Halo
Falloutboy- I dont Care
Jesse J - Price Tag
Jason Derulo- Whatcha Say
Jojo- Forever in My Life
Kathy Perry- Firework
Kelly Clarkson- Already Gone
Lady Antebellum- Need You Now

Well, i know that wasnt as intriguing your list may has..i have loads of songs that i've listened to back when i was 19-20..ahh i miss my hipster life :D im gon share songs dat i listen to for diff occasion in next post :) actually i used to listen to Gaga, Britney, Christina and some other pop stars..after all pop is my genre.

Today motivation will be, be sure on what you need and what you want. Dont lose in between smth important with something futile. Ppl often regret choosing what they want over their need so think before you do anything. Cheers

Just be true to who you are: Rainbows and colors

I still remember when i was in uni i posted almost everyday. Blog is my second home. Nowadays, one post took ages to be published. Dont ask me why because its too obvious im no longer in college and my free time is not in between class and i have no class in the afternoon dat i can sleep dead till 10 am :D (such a lazy pig). How those good old days remind me of my timeline is going further. Scary but its the ground i stand on. No need reality check cuz im fully aware tht im now not a teenage girl. Who spent my evening playing basketball. Or spent time getting ppl eyeing me for speaking english during dinner. Though im annoyed ppl tryna mock my accent (i dont even know i have one) this is my life..who are they to tell you no for smth you love to do. Ripping pants in court is normal, sleeping at 5am is regular..i miss those life back then. I only perceive life in my cup of coffee and i dont intend to please anyone. Be yourself :) trust your instinct, if you think sky is not the limit then it is because ppl has been to moon sometime ago :D if i were given a chance i choose to live my life travelling across the world, but now have to earn cash for life ...huhu...damn im SLEEPY..see ya virtual world (likka deserted cowboy town with spider webbing around) lol

Busy Bee

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong...

Just sharing another song that i love super much, Perfect by Hedly. Indeed, this song has been like a demonic posession that eat my brain :) (in a good way).

Hows tuesday? (same question) as usual like other Tuesday not as relaxed either :D not to mention i almost doze off on my workstation! Reading bout finance, afterall its a busy day! This week i decide to embrace health life by taking juices instead of coffee.

So as a counter to this tiring and drooping day, lets listen to good songs and be happayyyyy ;)

Mighty Monday

How was Monday? (rolling eyes) Anyway its a good thing i started my week with hassle. Glad the daunting project end up stable. As a matter of fact i get to see my work life become more explicit :) So i treated myself with lil token tht cud possibly light up the nocturnal darkness..(lining up at baskin & robbin) hihi..
Here some tips, not sure if it works for everyone but always an always:
1. Train yourself to be positive tho its kinda tormenting
2. Its ok to reward yourself after all those time you think you've done alot of hardwork
3. Just be yourself, no need to hide your personality because thts the true you ;)

Well, this coming Weds gon have a big event going in Marriot. My very first event, and gon meet my client (excited). I started to understand the purpose of my job and beginning to like it very very much :) i may not be a doctor or a lawyer but i live happy life. So everyone, find yourself in this world and dont ever lose it. xx Cheerio ;P

Max Your Life

Not gon sound overwhelming but I feel like going hipster from tommorow onwards (omg we're talking about a total makeover). Nothing much today unless for a thing that the entire world knows that its Friday again. Pretty not sure where do i classify the excitement for this coming weekend (my timeline and deadline screwed). :O So much hassle I could say. Anyway, since there's not much to brag (brag right!) here's my playlist to be shared (not even close to people interest). [I'm really turning psycho doing blog with no audience seriously]

Here we go my top 20 songs in my recent playlist:
1. 50 Ways to Say Goodbye - Train
2. A Team - Ed Sheeran
3. Hall of Fame - The Script
4. Madness - Muse
5. Don't Wake Me Up - Chris Brown
6. Girl I Used to Know - Love & Satellites
7. Come Wake Me Up - Rascal Flatts
8. We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together - Taylor Swift
9. Whistle - Flo Rida
10. Number One- Maher Zain
11. Windows Down - Big Time Rush
12. Elevate - Big Time Rush
13. Be Your Everything - Boys Like Girls
14. Good Time - Owl City ft Carly Rae Jepsen
15. Let Me Love You - Ne Yo
16. She's So Mean - Matchbox 20
17. Postcard From Paris - the Band Perry
18. Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People
19. Heart Vacancy - The Wanted
20. I Wont Give Up - Jason Mraz

So those are the songs that I've been listening to for the past 2 weeks. Not to forget the wisdom word of the day will be, dont try to live others life just because it looks divine, be yourself and if you think your life is dull try put some colors in it ! Live life to the fullest ! Cheers :)

Sluggish Day

Time flies real fast that all I gotta do now is panicking because my deadline is just around the corner. I nearly having nosebleeds after seeing today calender. I must change my strategy for next coming project. Hows life so far? Quite busy and in fact I develop an allergy which i must say very disturbing. So im a total drug user, as for now and i hope soon it will resides.

Even right now scratchin because Its damn cold in here. So tonight gon be Malaysia independant day :) Happy Birthday Malaysia! You've been a great 55 years place to live in. How much my heart says I wanted to move out frm this country but deep inside i still heart my land. The place where I was born, and the ground that makes me a ME :)

To those who celebrates tonight have fun. Dont lose the meaning of Merdeka.

Sunday Smirk

Its last day of weekend, sounds gloomy huh (tell me). Been listening to whistle and heart vacancy and I bet my itunes get super bored with lame choice of musics, perhaps. Its just smth about musics dat makes me feel happy, alive and hipe up my adrenaline :) Truhfully I live with a very bad temper, i can only camouflage it into smth good like musics and sports. Anyway, i've some silly attempt of drinking milk. I think its time i try things that is super healthy but i skipped it. I dunno yet how things will go, just walk thru the flow i guess.

Just cant believe its gon be Monday tmrow :( lol, i think its time to push out dat old dodgy clock of perception. Monday shud be a brand new day where i appreciates life. It doesnt matter if ppl ahead of you, doesnt matter if lotsa ppl are being together but you still single. Its just a course if life and my job is to make sure i got an A in my life. Work thru my way, eradicate doubts and consternation. Im sure things gon be better soon. When im ready i'll try again. Things dat i dont dare to speak about, to live with.. I know skipping things just make things worst but this is my life. Live life to the fullest, appreciate genuine compliments, reverse manner, stitch own cut, rub dirts cuz thats make things so pretty and i love it. I have pretty best friends and im just gay :) gay over everything and i feel awesome. Notes to everyone outthere:
1. Treat life fairly or you'll suffer
2. Just imagine this ride is a roller coaster, there are times you feel so happy like u gonna die and sad that u pray god take ur life faster
3. Nothing better than self respect
4. Know what you want unleash your potential
5. Never give up things you love for some silly preposition

Well, i love talking as much as writing, i dont regret people not reading but i regret if i dont post anything while i have chances. :)

Torchin Thursday

How ya doin today? Like seriously last nite was havin stupid allergy attack. They call it urticaria. Now that i've read to much on the thing its freakin me out. Some negative effect or the possible diseases related. Never consult google if you have health problems cuz it will giv ya nerve probs. (pfft) I hope today things get better, work becomes smooth..one more day before another weekend and i just love the week so much. I skipped the cursed monday. Truthfully, not that the day brings bad luck but my mental registration. I ridiculously hate an innocent day!

My 3rd project has created a lil bit hassle, fuh but then shud be fine. Will fix the broken part and do thongs accordingly :) thats how things work. Praying foe things but doesnt do anything about it is just so wrong in nature. So everybody work your way! Cheers, gon line up for my coffee :D

Wondrous Wednesday

Finally short hols is OVER. I'd give up my organ just to have another day of break. Its a brand new day and I've now lining up in Starbucks waiting for my coffee. Swear I wont drop by for snapple if dat CBean barista is there. Im not making debt out of a commercial store. Its like you're goin to Guess/Coach and they ask u to take your handbag and pay tmrow. Super ridiculous! Alright enough bout that Coffee Bean thingy.

Hopefully things goin well today, i probably have my inbox sacked with emails from my clients. This could be the most annoying thing u cud ever imagine. (wicked) Anyway, I think I just need to walk through it, finish the day and figgin stood up for smth I believe I love to do. This is the job that I choose, when life gives you lemon, go sell it and buy apple instead. No more swallowing things, i think we should turn it around for smth better. Oh my coffee is here! Cheers ;)

Starbuck Call Back

I'm back, been doin some stuff yet I feel super drowsy. Now that I've think again, tmrow gon be my Starbucks comes back! Its not like im debuting new album, I've been you know holding myself from taking coffee for a month now. Cant wait to deal with the order again, lol. Anyway , I hope they still remember my regs beverage ;P

Also today i've been tryin to delete some photos that i've accidently sync wiv my iphone. No doubt its a hateful photo! How i was wondering, i was cursed by havin that photo in my cell phone. Funny thing it came tgether wiv my FYP questionnaire used for my preso last year. Technology makin me dumb goof. I've decided each of my post will be accompanied by some wisdom line. Will start in next post ;) now that im a carefree, independant in making (perhaps naturally born with it), will talk bout stuff i like, i mean for a person who came back frm grave, fun is the best thing to describe me. Lotsa tantrum but yeah spare it later for better course ;) cheers

Call Me Maybe Holiday

I threw a wish in the well,
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell,
And now you're in my way

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Well, whatta dope start i guess, actually it is in my now playing ..well then blame her for such catchy song and the musics kindda good. Anyway not to waste anymore time, today is the last day of my hols. I hope it never started. This have been the most emotionally centered Eid ever. So much fun of hanging out with cousins. And typical childish sulk over some craved meals (god knows what). Im not feeling of goin down pickin up some dirt frm my back. I think saw a new hallway and its full of myself and the lively virtue. Enjoy life ! YOLO!! I bet people gon smash me with hammer for YOLO! Okay lads, chio

Intro-dark-churn

Hello please welcome my first post in this blog. I wasn't a first timer just in case you're wondering. I was thinking it would be great to have a new blog. I feel like blogging today, that was quite an introduction..anyway hows Eid celebration? I hope everyone been doing well and enjoying the day to the max. I swear to god my tummy gon explode because of this festive celeb..i didnt brag much bout myself.

So just a lil bout me, imma ignorant prick. Life to define me as a roller coaster rider. There are time i puke :O lol. My posts are half baked (mostly). Mean jokes I would say no worries I never take it seriously. A dramatic rugby lover, always. Just dont mess with my Carter & Izzy Dagg, I'll let cha go. I'm a typical reverse manner girl. I do basketball, running but hates soccer for no reason (dope). I'm slightly full of myself sometimes. Just another vocab of prick. I fancy crimes and horror, vampires are of course my obsession. Finally a creative lone ranger. I design things but my blog sucks..lol

Welcome aboard! Cheerio :)

The Story of Me

I'm the girl in the blue with glass. Yes nerd look it is. That's me being me :)