Angel Perhaps In Next Life

The bigger you got the complex life you have. Simple is no longer applicable. You cant construe life without a little bleed on your feet. People were questioning me, why do i love spending so much time alone. I dont feel sucks, but i feel independant instead! I can do things on my own and i can stand on both feet on stormy days. I've been doing it for almost each days of my life. However, i must admit my friends that sticks around me are the one who prescribed me with happiness. Especially my gay girls, with them I forgot every reason that i have to weep or scream to the world my anger. I have never wished for things beyond what I get because I think I have a complete life. Maybe there are some untold stories that poke holes within me but I didnt care and I dont wanna care. I have friends that makes me happy and i know i can look for my own serenity and cheers when im around them. For the past 10 years till present, i may have changed alot, some people in my past may have never knew me anymore. I am what I am today, i will never let myself destroy my own life by doing uncertain things. When im good im good and i will never pretend that im an angel. Because im certainly not :D have a great weekend anonymous!

Bachelor Life Part A

Hi, its been awhile, been sick and busy. I must say im pretty occupied for the past few weeks. Of course life get harder each day. Though sometimes i feel like giving up then i realize i have nothing to give up. I dont even know what i want in this life seems like i gotta plan but it doesnt seem like a plan. Welcome to my life :D

A moment ago i was tired, drained out and feeling sick. Now i just dont feel anything accept this mode swing for the hormonal density changes. Who cares anyway..i've already got the lemon ! Well i must admit over this complexity of being a girl i just wanna be myself. I have alot of vices and thts why boys hate me and girls backfire me. Like i always envisage, i just wanna live in a small cottage next to the seaside. And i will try my best not to live in expectations. Because expectations are diverse, it can come in good shape or either way. (i prefer none)

Weekend is coming soon! Next week gonna be my rest days so i dont expect myself being in a hunt.

Quick Recovery

Hey saturday, today was super worn out day. I was really sick and swear to god I blame that specific group of people making me work beyond my ability of standing up that long. Im home this weekend, spent most of my last 8 hours in bed waiting for this fever to resides. With additional backpain and my head really hurts like hell. I need honey lemon because my tonsil is creating a chaos. Even yawning hurts like shit. I hope this wont prolong till monday. May I regain my strength to do this. Quick recovery is much needed!

Spared Stories

Hi peeps, to the world of anonymous raise you glass and cheers with me. Happy Friday !!

I might sound really nuts, if that what it takes to be happy, I’m certainly willing to be it the hard way or be it the simplest way. Indeed words sounds not that laborious when its utter but the challenges came right after action take place. I believe, life is a process, somehow rather we will be seeing the same route again. Opportunity is a different story but what matter most is “this is what you want?”

Call me a chicken or scoundrel, I may have to I admit some part of life is very intimidating. I could go beyond personal but there are boundaries and I am still behind the line. We live shrouded by truth, lies, facts and scams which eventually blend into the life we yet to know whether we deserve a tomorrow. One thing I know about doing it right (living the world) be genuine to yourself. Don’t ever lower your guard for something uncertain because it’s the most horrific episodes that you will swear you never live your life at some portion. I seek happiness in the world, I be true to myself, that’s make life like my life.

People might think I’m an overwhelming prick who scream over minor incidents, yes I do. I complain a lot I yack a lot I crap a lot but doesn’t mean I lowered my guard that much and the whole world know what I’m doing. There are things we keep for ourselves, people like me(or if there any other kind like me outthere) we just born this way. I still spare some of my stories just for myself which I feel better remain in such. It’s not the thing I can proclaim publically.

Again, happy Friday and empty your glass!