December Flakes

Hey hey hey! Here's another one if you dont mind ;D


Dawn breaking the nocturnal
Here come sweet morning dews
Smiling daisies
Silence, awaiting for moments to speak
Another lovebirds, flew across
Passing the mirth
straight down to this chest
craving for memories
short but worth a life
Behind this window pane
Stood a long wide field and beyond
Tidal waves blow
wailing the rythm so loud
with regards across ocean
hence melts the snow flakes in December
New that seasons had me fallin love
To compelling warmth
Should I never learn to resist

Well guess thats all for today! Bon nuit :) xx

Tranquilized

This is one of the poem written earlier March this year. Sorry if it wasn't that good my english still sucks,

Silence tangled words
compelled by sweet rhapsody
Lust crawls underneath
wisdom intoxicated
left nor right never provident
Inside fiercely shaken unveiling tempted sparks
Who, dare to speak passions
Strange seems ordinary
Promises hovering like dove in Spring
thus grow endless reverie
Every touch tranquilize soul
Not one as now both
Whispers of honesty
Spreading taste of love

Hope this sounds good xx

I Like You

Anyway, I've been reading this book, have no idea I get myself stuck with Little Black Dress book just checking I guess but I could not believe how I easily get influenced by those. I mean yes yeah, feeling is not something easy. I admit that, being alone is sometimes better but you cant fight your nature. You will eventually fall for someone.Wait this is not the purpose o this blog. This blog is supose to talk bout cheerful thing not about complex dramatic romance novel (LOL).

Before I bring myself into the deep abyss of words, just wanna wish happy eid mubarak to all Muslims and everyone who enjoy the festive holiday :) its time to grow some calories (according to my buddy). Frankly I've been eating more than 6 times in a day :O im certainly still feel hungry. Well, lets talk about other stuff, I'm making myself likka hungry ghost. Oh yeah, I came across this song called "Little Things" by Ryan Beatty :) I must say its a super nice song and very catchy tones. Likka beachy kind of music. Sortta like Mraz and lil of Ed Sheeran...afterall I've been replaying the song super alot.

Actually my purpose is to upload poems, have i told u guys i love writing poems. Sounds like its not me right but really i like those kind of things. Indirectly telling people something of course nobody gets it. But my poem isnt about anybody i just love to imagine stuff and write it out :) Okay gotta go grab some rendang! till then xx

Thou Art

Thou art the one
Juliet shall rocked
on the cradle she was born
when love was meant for lovers
where rivers are crouching lust
blends with mirth
crippled by truth
Thus pain a teacher
for bled with no cut
Looking at those hands
with thorny roses
Fatal death shall follow
Embrace the contagious feels
Consternation and certain
neither one preach real
Thou art the one
whom she says invite sleepless sou

Cupid Cries

This chest was torn
by the love soldiers
Cupid cries in the dark vital bless
never beautiful no more
Whom I shall pledge this running blood
when I had lost all my rights
The pretty sights of me
he who never see it again
i'm better ugly
This chest was torn
Amiss feels fly across ,along I utter broken charms
a wrong wishes, gifts from Evangeline
the screaming beggars have to stay hungry again
this time love can’t feed you warmth and points of honors
this time rain, no shelter follow my footprints
this chest was torn
his hatred on me was declared, did he?
as bottle up whim strive to let him know
million of fireflies dance like marionettes
telling sorrows
sorry hearts, ardent flame is shut
sorry divine ambience, he doesn’t love me anymore

A. 2010, 8.46 a.m.3 July

Through Words

Hello sexy saturday.. Well obviously im outta activities tonight. I rather spend time lying on bed and blogging. Whatta useless weekend but actually it wasnt useless afterall. I read my ebooks :) and cant help but not to stop reading. I am socially awkward i must say. Despite of my likes on things dat against girls law (whoa im a girl not yet a woman) i have this habit of loving my books more than i love my lunch ;P .

Lemme just share with you (dont care whether you dont like what i write because im not on a stand to force you to read my blog). Then again, i'd love to share this magical feelin of reading. I know reading novels symbolizes loneliness for some people (didnt point all). For me its not as boring, I'm into fictions, horror, crime and mystery. Surprisingly, I will appreciate words more than visual stories. I can envisage the setting the way described but at the same time the way i want. For example a baron castle with a estate on the south and big garden carpeting the yard. I build up the images but i can dictate what color it will be how big is actually big. Untill they describe further. In fact its fun, i can get mad, sad and even laughed over something that i created in my head by the words in command. I just love reading it gives me freedom to imagine. I hope you love reading too. I've been reading mystery ebook recently. The first one is Dark Kiss and Vampire Chronicle. Frankly i love Dark Kiss..its like movie Gabriel..awesome as it is :) actually to be honest most of the time my learning is through reading.

Anyway people im gon get hyped up in google plus. No one there but i love posting nonsense crap and complains. Huhu cheers xx

Hunger-ey

This is crazy, have I told you lately :) - Victoria Justice

Hows everyone been doing, its d third day of d week. No hassle yet its just tiring week with all the unnecessary sickness that landed on my body system. I suspected viral crime is happening inside my body fighting with my antibody bandits (I'm cheering from outside hoping my awesome bandits win). Surprisingly I have lotsa stuff to drivel ! This week gon be my hunger week ever, for some reason I ate like mountain of rice, munching some snacks during working hour which I consider as abnormal. I mean me eat that much this must be because of the monthly hormonal cycle (screw you). In fact, now I feel like chewing something. It seems that my tummy is bottomless. Anyway I know this will extend to the entire week. Until that stupid imbalance hormones back to normal and I will forget how to feel hungry either :D

Has anyone listened to "I knew you're trouble" yet, been downloading but havent yet to put it in both ears..anyway gotta go chio! xx

Responsible

I decided to waste my 30 minutes brainstorming for my post (during working hour, for god sake). Surprisingly, I on this bet (my own bet with myself), which I dunno where it leads me. Anyway, I finishes all my stuff and today shud be another task coming around but I just wanna spend some time over this crappy writing. Well good news is I moved out to a new condo and there will be no more eye bag like a distorted panda. The view from my house quite awesome but sure makes me shiver of the height plus its always breezy at our level. However, I admit I miss my home (I'm independent but its just maybe I used to it). Okay I'm not talking bout how melancholic it is!

My topic today is "Responsibility". Obviously have u ever stare at anybody like you feel your eyeball gon turn 360 degree just to see whats gon happen next. Actually I rarely do that but of course I think people did me. I'm havin this personal tradition of goin out alone and frankly its fun. I love hanging out with my girls but when they're not around I prefer to go by myself which convenient in a way. (How i miss those good old days). Yesterday I went hangin out alone at the mall buying loads of stuff which impossible for one person to carry. Anyway i went for dinner in a fast food restaurant and of course sitting there enjoying my meals with eyeballs around me looking as if I was an alien from Jupiter (get a life). Sometimes its just weird how people care so much bout others business. I bet they thought I'm with somebody else. Too bad I finished my meals and walk away. Another thing that i dont understand about Malaysian, was it so weird to bring my own tray and throw all the trashes? well for me its not because that's how it shud be. You shudn't be leaving all your leftovers on the table in the fast food restaurant. I really can't take it when I saw people clutter the trashes around get up and left. Its not that embarassing to throw ur own trash I mean like cmon~ Honestly, I really hopw Malaysian change to be more respectful in term of that. Those worker practically are not servant, they are servicing yes we paid for it but I just think its humanity that makes a difference. I'll definitely marry a guy who pick up his own tray and throw the trashes seriously. Its not about pride its about being respectful in away that you know you are living in the circle what goes around comes around.

My advise for today, live a respectful life. Being a responsible citizen won't hurt your pride. it shows you're independent, respectful and responsible :) Be one! xx

Fight it

Why do i feel my previous post doesnt make sense. Its like 3 fragmented story which doesn't jive at all :O i must be really desperate to tell everything and end up writing gibs. Well hows everybody been doing today? Frankly i've been indulged in dictionary tired but yes I'm on 3 days challenge which i created myself :D i will need theraphy for my sickening social networking habit. I'm suspending my ownself (like its gonna work).

I really got nothing to do now except typin thru my cell and blogging. Got this weary eyes, runny nose and demonic sore throat. Still not gonna admit im sick. Well I'm not! Because if i were to be carried away with this sickening feeling and heaty body, its not gon bring me anywhere. Solution number one, go out for jogs. Solution number two, eat more fruits and sources of vitamin c. Final solution number 3, watch HIMYM and laugh till my intestine hurts :D (sounds too much isn't it). Well i noe talking to anynymous reader sounds like im ahead of myself..it makes me wanna speak nonsense even more ;P..honestly speaking my body system battery seems like 45% now :( but i will fight it ! We all have a day where we wanna try to deny every ounce of things dat cradle upon us..just give it a try! You will know when you fight it, it will give up and gone :) so just give up fever! Im not gon entertain you :D cheers TGIF xx

Let's go

I may not pretty but I’m pretty dangerous! Well I have a dream, everyone have a dream today I would like to share with you guys one of my favorite beach :) I’ve been wanting to live there, swim, do everything there or perhaps settle down there :P (LOL) This beach that I’m talking about is actually in Cote d’ Azur, France. Round applause to the very bountiful Paloma Beach! I regard it as the most beautiful spot on Cote d’ Azur. Its just perfect, crystal clear water and stunning views :) (who knows I might bumped onto celebrity).

Its one of the place I really wish to go. No luxury expensive vacation seriously, I just need one that can give me peace and serenity. I'd like to be away from a sick city view, restless haze and tremendous traffic. Just me myself and nature.  

 Life has given us choices, whether to spend it wisely or doing dope things. No offense, if you ask me about love, I'm not the right person to do it or to know how to do (complex). However, life dont tell us to stop enjoying every sip of happiness that we could find around. Cheers xx